|
| Existence is just the weirdest thing i think a being can go through, i mean right now i'm goin through hell but it isn't bothering me, plus i'm just being eatin up inside because of different mistakes i have made and i just don't know what to do about them, its funny cuz its almost like its the perfect time for these two points in my life to collide so i can truly understand what suffering is, but on the other hand its almost like every little mistake or piece of hell i encounter changes who i am, for the better or worse i don't know we'll find out later, but nonetheless its creating some kind of change, its peculiar that i confide this here for the world to see yet, whose to say that the world will understand whose to say what i consider my world is even comprehensible or conceivable because no matter what i do its like its just a growing loom of sparcity. or maybe it actually is brimming with fluidity, all i know its what seems to be bearing down on me will never stop until i correct my mistakes, but i don't think that those mistakes ever will be able to be corrected.
i have no idea whether this is some kind of deep meaning for me or just a jumble of words sprayed on to a page because i'm super tired, but whatever it may be here it is and here is where it will be
Aaron
| | |
| So life just been trickling by lately, went to Dallas for nats for this week and am still there did pretty good, we actually ended up breaking and found out that were in like the top forty for teams in the NFL (National Forensic League) so that was cool, but then we just chilled out around dallas after we got out going to cool things, today we went to the grassy knoll where kennedy was shot from, then we went to medieval times and had a blast, our knight so beat the pants off of everyone else, but other than that all thats been going on is the fact that i'm missin a bunch of peeps back home, especially since no one will call/text me back so i'm upset, but oh well i'll get over it, luckily i'm headin back home tomorrow and will be home until next wednesday, so i'll try and get to see a bunch of people especially those that i miss, welp i'll add more later, if i fell like it but if i don't i'll prob. update a bunch during camp, but just during that time cuz i'll have tons of fun at my uncle's before and after camp. welp see ya all later, or i'll talk to you (if anyone actually cares about me anymore)
adios
Aaron
| | |
| So i have to say waiting on tables is totally awesome. I mean a job where you make fifty bucks a night at least is totally awesome. So life has been just going on since my last entry. School just drug on and then finally it ended though the last week, def. very interesting. Freakiest thing ever happened the last monday, woke up like normal but right after i woke up i had troubles breathing, i thought no big just take a puff of the inhaler and go on, so i did, get into the shower and begin to have blurrier vision, hadn't put my contacts in yet so didn't think anything of it and then all of a sudden i just blacked out completely, waking up like 5 frickin mintues later having horrible chest pains, (along with a rather large bump on the head) so call the grandparents, go to the doctor tell her about my probs with my lungs and then they decide to take my blood, so i give blood for the first time ever, (wasn't that bad) then i find out that i don't eat enough from my doctor, so instead of having diabetes i have the complete opposite of that, but whatev, so i finished the school year out and then thursday night played a couple of pranks on miss molly mac's car cuz it was her eighteenth, b-day, so happy b-day to her, and everyone best have told her happy b-day if they know her, then friday spent some of the day with molly, saw hali, and we both were upset cuz we had broken our promises(hali and i) to spend the day together, then just chilled at home, worked some more, and then played poker, helped my bro, ryan, out some, too bad i couldn't help him win some money, but oh well, so now i'm just chillin at my home, oh wait i forgot prob. the biggest news of all, the fact that my dads house is no longer just my house, yeah it now is my house and the house where my uncle, his wife, and their 5 children are staying so lets just say its kinda interesting at home, welp i'm a lttle tired, and i think the fam is going out to the lake tomorrow, so i may update again b4 i leave for nats and seattle but i doubt it so comment me, and i'll comment you all
adios
aaron
edit: def. got a new cell -phone so i no longer have to have it on speaker phone to talk to peeps, but its kinda different so it may take some gettin used to, oh yeah def. tried for a razor, but they tried to make me pay 500 for it so i went with the free one
| | |
| Went to emporia this weekend, involved me drinking a lot of red bull, getting taylor pissed when talking to hali, espanol es magnifico no, doing horrible at the tournie, meeting up with max and his family and going to kansas city, getting lost in KC, then going to a Wizards v. Chicago Fire game, it was great Elly you sure missed out, then worked all day today, oh and yeah today was the last day that i have to bus, from now on i'm waiting and only waiting, woot woot. Now i'm just sittin here lookin at my xanga and seeing how much i'm loved, which doesn't appear to be much, but oh well, mi vida es muy ridiculo, i'm outta here
Adios
Aaron
| | |
| I realized, i mean yeah i truly realized that i work way to much, so i decided i may be a little stressed for money when i go to camp but oh well cuz there is no way that i could possibly continue working every single day without developing even more probs. in my life, sure the money has been nice but i think a break occasionally would be nice.
| | |
|
|
